So I finally get a phone call from John and I spend the whole conversation crying. I am so mad at myself. I just have hit such a rut in this deployment. I was doing so well and now I can't do anything but miss him and be upset. I need to get back into the positive mood I was in. I hate the fact that I have him thinking that I am a mess back home and that he won't be able to call me back for another week or so maybe longer. I need December to be here now. I miss him more than anything and I just want him back home...
Dear Deployment,
I hate you. That is all.
Love,
Cathleen
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I think it's normal to have good days and bad. I am sure that he has faith that you will get help if you need it, and that you aren't just a mess back home.
I hope you are able to get out of the rut, and stay positive. December will be here before you know it!
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